Disappointment stirs—a feeling that was supposed to forever
be repressed, deep into foolish memories of what has been
and what has already ceased to exist. The comfortable feeling
of being sure and positive in his actions and thoughts: gone.
Gone are the simple pleasures of secrets, knowing looks,
meaningful hugs. Already replaced with piercing eyes that
search. Search for a memory of the one who is lost,
one who used to laugh and play but no longer
resembles anything similar to the kind heart
that was always open. Accusations fly
with the blissful moments of forgotten days.
Left behind, never to be airborne, are the scattered
fragments of a has-been friendship
that was once considered to be
something everlasting.
holy crap! so good! and so emotional! ahh, sad. really well-done, megan :)
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